irregardless that the origins of such are controversial and one can easily upend the myth of happy pilgrims and indians coming together to a luau (well the pilgrims might have eaten the indians)
i myself am here on a loquacious tuesday night listening to the blind robins' origin of the wasteland to mumble what i am thankful for as of november 24 2009
i am thankful i still am "alive" i've had numerous health issues(as most of us will if we haven't already yet) and i physically relocated my frame of reference from a huge sprawling metropolis i called home for pretty much all my life to a quieter tinier little village but a year and some four months change later find emotionally i've adapted well and am enjoying my days
i am a garrulous pessimist yet an indefatigable optimist i yin yang my tail up and down daily i give thanks for my fleeting ability to discern bullshit from common sense and know that the heart forever is a working pump which is a slight paraphrase of the great late bob flanagan
we are imperfect mounds of clay remodeled by the dictates of weather's vicissitude we can only strive to make our clogged throats a little clearer when it comes time to stand up and sing who and what we are
i give thanks for the hearts and minds of the struggling humans of love that parade across my meandering consciousness every day and night whether here on the cyber hoedown or in the immediate flesh
the world indeed is an insane playpen and many of our toys do break easily yet i give thanks for that stubborn marrow that completes our orbit
there are dancers in the wheelchairs and there are towers rising up from upheaval
i turn 57 feb 20 2010 i pride myself on becoming less knowledgeable as i chronologically stumble forth
i don't know the name of the huge art that hangs on our skin's mural i don't know what time our final plane will land i just know when i stub my toe on the moment it seems to hurt less when i know all moments are not glued shut
i give thanks for my teeth i don't yet require dentures i give thanks for my empty brain it means i have much room for the music you bring
i will continue to whittle variations of my name in pieces of noise as the ongoing outlaw atmosphere will permit i will continue to try and keep the dislocations to a minimal purr
i give thanks for the way the shadows bounce when you orbit my sun on your way to the next piano bar of the soul
have yourselves an agreeable enough holiday
strum well
scott florence,oregon 11/24/09 the blind robins origin of the wasteland
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